SAD. the summer edition

you know how people get seasonal affective disorder when the days are grey, cold and wintry? not me. i get it in the summer. no, really. i do. as life goes on, i've lost contact with friends through distance and growing apart. right now, i basically have none. none that i can call up and cry upon. sure, i have my husband...but he can only handle so much. he has his own shit like we all do. i hope this isn't a long summer.